First Letter
(c) 2007 by Ezekiel J. Krahlin
2007 December 7
Dan White Deserves Forgiveness
November 7, 1985
Dear B.A.R. editor,
As a member of San Francisco's gay community for over 12 years, and
holder of a key position in two AIDS organizations, I feel it is time
for me to speak up.
I never wanted Harvey Milk for supervisor: his "political"
accomplishments never mounted to more than filling in potholes and
scooping dog dirt from the sidewalks. He is a sacred cow that should
be toppled if the gay "community" really wants to move ahead.
Regarding Dan White: I bow my head in shame whenever I hear a gay
brother speak of "justice" and "what goes around comes around". I'm
glad that Dan White's blood is not on my hands. Had we shown
forgiveness, it's quite possible that today Dan White might very well
be fighting for gay rights.
I, myself, forgive the gay community for all the discrimination and
prejudice it has dumped on me! Countless times I have asked guys out
for dates, and brought them gifts and flowers; yet not one single man
has ever had the kindness and decency to bring me flowers and/or
gifts. For the most part, these "men" stabbed and twisted knives in my
back every chance they got. If I were really vengeful, I'd publish
their names, addresses, and phone numbers right here in this letter!
But I am man enough to forgive them, and continue my fight to liberate
my gay brothers...not just from their petty, vicious infighting among
their own gay brothers (and sisters -- oh, the misogyny among gay
men!). I have the balls to forgive my own brothers; so let's see them
forgive Dan White. Ha!
Long before the onset of AIDS, there were many gays with syphillis or
gonorrhea who went to the baths without any concern whatsoever about
spreading their diseases. If it takes the threat of excrutiating agony
and death to change a person for the better, then woe to the gay
community, which should have learned its lesson about compassion
without drastic tragedies, for we have been persecuted down the ages
far longer than any other minoirity group that I know of. Of course
there are good apples in the barrel--but who wants to stick his hand
through a ton of fruity mash to find that good apple?
The suffering that gay men have dumped on each other is incredible,
outrageous, and inexcusable! And very very sad, for how often they
have rejected amazing op****tunities to know the fine love and
compassion possible between (or among) gay men. I do not criticize
lesbians (gay females), for they have their act together! If we don't
learn our lesson(s) from AIDS, then what good are we at all? It is not
enough to point our finger at straight society, but to look within our
own "subculture" and question our true worth, before leaping to
conclusions. Can we not set an example to the world by reaching out
with compassion to all peoples, regardless of the crippling, tragic
curse of AIDS (which we can turn into a blessing if we fight the good
fight)?
Knowing only too well the nature of San Francisco's gay "community"
(the word is sour on my tongue, and I have to spit it out), I do not
expect this letter to be published in the Bay Area Re****ter, member of
the supposed "free press" in our "democratic" society. So I am also
sending this letter to the Chronicle, the Examiner, and many others.
And, when and if my letter does get published, I expect the gay
"community" to rise up in hatred like a flock of ruffled hens who will
attempt to tear me down...but they will not succeed. For those who
really understand my point of view will rise to my protection with
great grattitude.
I am not only proud to be gay (through it all), but likewise bursting
with pride to be an individual, anti-capitalist, 100 percent
socialist, free-loving Utopian member of the Universe. May God, in
whatever form you wor****p (or degrade) bless you with abundant life
and the new wisdom that comes with entry into the New Age!
Zeke Krahlin
San Francisco
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That was my very first gay-relevant letter composed for ANY newspaper.
And it got published...BOO-YAH! One could say this marked my presence
as a bona fide (though self-made) ACTIVIST for the queer cause. Though
I've been an activist for many years prior, both my PERCEPTION (as
Dedicated ****-Packing-Fudge-Stirre r) and DRIVE, ratcheted up a
Brobdingnagian notch. That same year I had flown out to Wa****ngton
D.C. in order to stand by the side of another activist who shot
himself at the Vietnam Memorial ("The Wall") and SURVIVED.
That was Randolph Louis Taylor, with whom I fell deeply in love, and
remain so to this very day. Despite his sudden disappearance in 1992.
You can learn more about this Greatest Hero Of The LGBT Subculture in
my website's section: "The Somalian Affair":
http://www.gay-bible.org/somalia
I've come to realize that Randolph is actually my guardian angel whose
dramatic appearance in my life at age 34, catapulted me into a
Stupefyingly Awesome Spiritual Odyssey, which will NEVER end. He
brought incredible Larkin to me, I know that now: yet one more
bodacious, vivacious, loquatious and divine-acious Angel Of My Dreams.
Astute Observation: have you noticed the increased POPULARITY of the
Hostess Twinkie, ever since Dan White's "Twinkie Defense"? Why would
people be so cruel to gays, to take this cheap confection that has
become the very SYMBOL of anti-gay violence, and turn it into a junk
food icon? Is it simply this egregious social psychosis that is
homophobia...or is it something else in ADDITION?
And what about good lesbian Dianne Whipple? Shortly after her fatal
demise (viciously mauled and eaten to death by TWO large, brawny-jawed
and toothed fighting dogs...in her own apartment building), I noticed
a sharp increase in Presa Canario, pit bull, Rottweiler, mastiff and
Doberman owners, here in the Castro and throughout the city. And I
KNOW it's not simply my awareness being raised to notice what already
exists! Perversely, the media-sensational account of Diane Whipple's
case seems to have directly inspired the current popularity of
large/aggressive dog owner****p here in San Francisco. Including my own
LGBT community! What does this say about the character of my gay
brothers/sisters, and of The City at large? A ****ver goes up my spine:
this is not good. Homophobia runs a deep, wicked streak. I have only
RECENTLY (less than a month ago) had my suspicions confirmed. Quoting
from web article "Canary Island Fighting Dog":
Since the killing of Diane Whipple, there has been a surge of interest
in this breed. Breeders re****t people calling specifically stating
that they want a dog "like the one that killed the lady in San
Francisco." Experts feel that a rapid surge in popularity for this
breed will result in individuals of poor genetic stock and
consequently more prone to serious, unprovoked attacks on people.
I am CONVINCED now, that Ms. Whipple was selected for attack precisely
because she was gay, perceived as a disposable commodity for hetero
amusement. (A toy doll. A raggedy Diane.) Terrorist dog owners
Knoeller and Noel needed to test their darling pets' fighting prowess,
so why not kill two birds with one stone (as the saying goes)?
ELIMINATE an undesirable from our mostly-hetero apartment complex AND
try out the dogs.
Do you get it yet? WE QUEERS ARE A JOKE to the rest of society. So a
gay or lesbian or tranny or butch...or WHATEVER...gets killed,
hopefully mutilated first, while still conscious. Why, that's just so
damned CHARMING...CUTE...so very PRECIOUS. We're the toy puppets in
their arsenal of Dark Magic paraphernalia! (Get ready for the Gwen
Araujo dolls.)
Evil Hetero Ones feed off the energy of our LGBT spirit...they are
psychic vampires employing a powerful form of TELEPATHY to drain us of
our ghostly fuel, our SOULS!
But if truth be known: these aren't actual HETEROS, for the most part
they are BI***UALS intimidated, brainwashed, cursed, terrorized into
playing The Straight Agenda. MOST people on the planet--that is:
80%--are born naturally bi***ual. Some more hetero than others, some
more homo...with the vast MAJORITY gravitating around the center. So
what IS going on then, if gays--when you count bi***uals and place
both groups under the "Queer" umbrella--are actually the
overWHELMingly dominant homo sapiens populace, at least number-wise?
Is it really HOMOPHOBIA or something much greater in wickedness, in
which homo hatred is but a FACET of this Hopeless Diamond Of Greasy
Spark?
Capitalism is The Devil's Tool, among His most effective. You need to
sacrifice a certain MINIMUM number of souls in the form of human flesh
and misery every year, to keep profits ac***ulating and the numbers of
wealthy (or even reasonably well off) DOWN. Our blood...our lovely
AIDS-tainted pink blood fa****oned in the labs of Genentech...is the
MAIN chosen body count for This Molech Of Moolah. These Disciples of
the Zodiac Killer number in the millions now, after all these years
incubating behind closed doors and minds.
These Bona Fide Vampires take advantage of our queer misfortune as
Chief Underdogs to the Beast Of Hetero Dogma, and PIGGYBACK onto our
community.
Our HELLA shell-shocked, devitalized community is too WEAK to shake
them off...a weakness that is due SOLELY to lack of awareness and/or
disbelief...for once awareness has taken hold, your ticket to freedom
(and theirs to Hell) is guaranteed! The Zodiac Cult FEEDS on our
sorrows so long-cultivated and aggravated BY these ghoulish lost
souls. The more TRAGEDY in our lives, the better fed THEY are, more
GOURMET their plate...these Succubus and Succubi ***uals!
AIDS is their hydroponic blood farm. These Zodiac Revenants
infiltrated the military in the late 60's, and experimented on another
group of humans pereceived as "disposable"...in darkest Africa. Once
The Virus was perfected, the military called on ***ually active GAY
men only (not hetero or bi), to volunteer for the final stage testing
of the Hepatitis B vaccine. A few years after the shots were
administered, the first cases of AIDS showed up among queers in those
same three cities where the tests were implemented: New York, Los
Angeles, San Francisco. You know the rest of the story. My excellent
ally Thomas Keske is well studied and researched on legitimate AIDS
conspiracy matters. Any sincere person would GREATLY benefit by
reading his essays...which are on my website, with convenient
newsgroup links to ALL his works:
http://www.gay-bible.org/other/keske.htm
I predict that Mr. Keske will some day SOON become regarded as one of
our LGBT community's most outSTANDING heros, philosophers, and angels.
I am so CERTAIN of the outcome that--should for some weird reason I'm
proven incorret--I'll eat Tina Turner's Ben Wa balls in Liz Taylor's
gourmet colostomy-bag sauce! (Back to the topic at hand.) If my
suspicions are correct (as they ALWAYS are, 'cause really psychic
insight), the Dan White and Diane Whipple cases are NOT just textbook
examples of society's rampant homophobia. Here is MY conclusion, which
I think any intelligent person ought give serious consideration:
I charge those inspired to glorify the Hostess Twinkie, and
Knoeller/Noel, as conspirators in evil under the direct mandate of
This Zodiac Cult!
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Permission granted by author for anyone to distribute this
writing free of charge (including translation into any
language)...under condition that no profit is made therefrom,
and that it remain intact and complete, including title and
credit to the original author.
Ezekiel J. Krahlin
http://www.gay-bible.org
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To view this article w/color images and revelatory links, see:
http://www.gay-bible.org/truetales/Larkin/FG_06-F.htm
This piece is an excerpt from my 2-volume opus:
Steal This Blog! (gay revolution)
http://www.gay-bible.org/steal
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Zeke Krahlin
http://www.gay-bible.org
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